#Now my heart is empty
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It's just guys night talk! Don't worry about it!
(Read Tiger Tiger and shake this man awake so he can finish that thought!)
#tiger tiger#remy bonnaire#jamis arlesi#Comics I meant to post a week ago but I have been...extraordinarily sleepy.#Remy is the ultimate yearner and he is about to explode...these last few updates have had the Tigers discord in a vice grip.#We all knew he was going to say something that would devestate Remy.#But this??? This near confession? “I wish you would look at me like that?”#If I was Remy...well yeah I probably would also just lay in bed. Awake. Pondering and internally exploding.#But ough...the agony...his heart had settled on loving this man from afar and now...now he wonders. If it doesn't have to be so.#The boys are fighting (internally and with themselves).#If you haven't red Tigers yet but are reading this: What else must I do to convince you? Draw more men's tits?#God! If I must [I shake my head at an empty audience] I can't believe I'm being forced to do this!
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lu guang’s bridon arc fit means everything to me
#link click#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi#shiguang dailiren#yingdu#bridon arc#my art#not only is it cute but it’s THE BOYFRIEND SHIRT#I like to believe the entire outfit belongs to cxs and lg is so whipped he wears it the whole time#on their homoerotic bizarre adventure in fictional London#just findihed rewatching the bridon arc in end dub now my life feels empty I need need more shiguang..#I love the bridon arc for giving Lu guang so much more depth and personality#I love him 394859358t935 times more now#thought the first doodle looked too sad on its own so I drew a light hearted one after ur welcome#they would be the type to fly across the world and and STILL drink boba tea
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YAYYYYY MY SHIRT! all freehand with fabric paint
#also I think I’ll add a set of tools to the front maybe like over the heart or something the front just feels empty now#my art
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Let’s go then. Where again? Add my stuff into your room.
ThamePo Heart That Skips a Beat | Ep.09
#thamepo heart that skips a beat#thamepo series#thamepo#thame po#thamepoedit#*gifs#april.gif#williamest#william jakrapatr#est supha#communication <3#at first i think 'is there anything else we need to clear up?' could really go two ways: something to clarify or something to get rid of#and i guess it means both here#'my room is empty now' sounds like that for all this time most of po's space were 'occupied' by his ex and maybe that's all unconsciously#meeting thame is truly one good thing that happens to po#i hope they stay happy like that forever <3
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sorry twilight princess will always be eating holes in my brain. constantly and forever. I cannot ever be normal about it.
it's such a haunted game. you are a dead thing going through a dead world. you are something in between. you can go back but it will never be the same. you will never be the same. you are walking, constantly, through ghosts of what came before. you are exploring places long forgotten. you are the only one on this path because there is no one else that can walk it. you were just a farm boy. you were in the wrong place at the wrong time. right place at the wrong time? wrong place at the right time? you were just supposed to deliver a sword.
#twilight princess#loz#gnawing on how isolating it feels. how othering#its one of my favorite threads of all the games tbh i LOVE the different ways each explore loneliness#like im thinking about areas like the lost woods and the temple of time and the city in the sky and arbiter's grounds#all these places that are so empty or have been forgotten by the world around them#and then even places like castle town that were so full of life but you walk through it first when it's only populated by ghosts#you know the bones of every place before you ever know it's heart#sorry for yapping in the tags again i just have a lot of feelings about tp and tp link in general#this game has been consuming my thoughts for almost two decades now
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rests chin gently in his hand
#just me emptying my pockets and bag and carving out my heart to put in this idiot's hand YES SIR#i love his little skull sweater hehehe warm and emo#officially on the watermark team now btw now i guess lol#i'm watching you idiots. always watching#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#luciacomparibookiepics#hogwarts legacy screenshots#sebastian sallow screenshots
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It's a bit silly that found it unlikely for Luka and Till to be the final match back then. The more that I thought about it, the more it made sense. Sure, Luka and Ivan are incredibly similar in terms of personality and image, but in terms of circumstance Luka and Till are opposite sides of the same coin. I really couldn't envision a better matchup.
#ivan v luka is like “what if i looked in the mirror and had to fight another version of myself”#luka v till is like “what if i fought someone so fundamentally different from me who was put in my same circumstances”#i have SO MANY THOUGHTS on till vs luka. you guys need to bear with me seriously because ive been trying to make coherent thoughts#its just empty rb#BUT I WILL TRY#luka nd ivan were mentioned to be incredibly similar in personality#the only difference is the mask they put on#luka is calm doll-like and graceful while ivan is cheerful easygoing and suave#at their core they are the same#and honestly i think that luka v till is genuinely a more interesting matchup because of the fact that they are so different#luka and till are such different people at heart yet have been placed into the same torture and circumstance#and its due to their upbringing that they end up developing similarity#(that one anon who brought up their competitive and ruthless behavior as a means of taking control. a result of their relentless abuse)#theres a lot of info that has been revealed about them and their segyein that really emphasizes#just how similar their upbringings are#they remind me of those double guinea pig experiments#i will go in depth in another post but rigjt now my brain is dry....#alnst#alien stage#alien stage luka#alien stage till#alien stage round 7#para.musing
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#shatterstar#ricstar#NO THOUGHTS HEAD EMPTY#seriously why havent they been in a pride special???#me a few years ago lol shatterstar is lame and super convoluted backstory me now he's my lil guy#heirs of apocalypse#i was gonna draw something angsty of him sensing rictor's death but my heart wasn't in it#KERMIT-CODED WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME#manifesting that rictor isn't dead#like c'mon they won't kill off cable#laura or emma or forge or mister sinister#man what happened to me...i was a apocalypse/rictor shipper#marvel#marvel 616#x men#my art#j-posting
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still not over simon's performance in the finale, because as much as I adore the Captain, and Ben's portrayal of him, it's always Julian that resonated uncomfortably close for me. Alongside Pat, I think he was the one person where emotions are concerned that I always wince and go, yikes, ok that's me sometimes. The way it all hits him in an instant and his movements fail, the breath he takes when he looks to Alison and realizes the enormity of the past five years. Simon nailed that desperation and love so, so fucking well and i don't know why i'm still surprised because the man can fucking ACT.
#if you told me a dead dickhead politician with no trousers would do this to me#i'd probably believe you cuz i know myself#but oh lord#such a beautiful performance#made even stronger of course by charlotte!#now if you'll excuse me#time to wander the empty landscapes of my heart once more#bbc ghosts#bbc ghosts spoilers#bbc ghosts series 5 spoilers
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After having another terrible depressive episode last night because of tumblr, and just now waking up to feel even worse, I'm done lying to myself.
The truth is I am not having fun anymore. I don't enjoy this app anymore, I don't enjoy writing anymore most of the time and I don't enjoy reading fics anymore. And I definitely don't enjoy supporting others and getting nothing in return.
So there it is. I am no longer having fun here and haven't had fun here in a little while.
I'll probably write again at some point, I won't say I'll never post a fic again. But that can be in a few days or next week or next month, so for now... this really is it. I'm very sorry, but I want to thank those who have stuck by me and been loyal readers, nothing ever goes unnoticed and the support always meant so much more to me than you'll ever know.
Please, please keep Sihtric alive here, he deserves it.
🖤
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I was gonna draw a full body of Mammon in this AU but I wanted to draw something small first to get a feel for him again since his vibes a little different to normal Mammon... I forget the nickname I gave this Mammon at the moment but yeah. He's a lot more mature from regular Mammon.. Somewhat anyways.
#VISAGE $ I'll murder you in treasures#DOODLES $ Haven't shown my heart since yesterday#MAMMON $ How ba-a-a-ad can I be?#VERSE $ Putting heaven in an empty heart#I'll give him a proper outfit later but this is just a rough concept for now
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What are you thinking of RIGHT now?
<- i have that in my brain as a side window, but aside from that quiero turrón
#imthinking of roses too#about how the number of roses gifted can mean something (totally doesn't have to do from the tkatb first anniversary art...)#i think i like turrón its tasty#and organs#no i mean they aren't no wait they are but i mean im thinking about organs. heart and lungs#for a moment i thought about dick na man i dont like this game anymore#fruits dancing... the last group of strawberries dancing to nothing in the last seconds... sad but inspiring...#i had to stop thinking about the ask bc when i read it my brain was saying right now right now right now right now right now#and i couldn't think about anything else. head empty... so the right now of right now wasn't right now but later right now#hello? ashkdjfhdfg#🚪Ask received🚪
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I found an egg while out walking.
I have now made it a nest out of a tea towel.

I put a torch to it and could only make out like a dark circle lookin thing but there were no prominent veins, but I also don't know how old it is or how long it takes a bird to grow.
But I feel really bad for it, so Imma keep it until further notice.
I will be taking first and middle name suggestions, it will be taking my last name though, as it is now my child.
#i am now a father to a potentially empty egg#i love my dud egg with all of my heart#achaotichumanthings
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I'm getting condemned to the infirmary for this one 🔥🔥🔥
#woe!! sky king krill upon ye!!#ive had this idea bouncing around im my empty skull for three days#this has probably been done before#but i wouldn't know#mind looks like sans and i swear it wasnt on purpose#cccc heart#cccc#cccc mind#cccc soul#cccc fanart#chonny jash#chonny jash fanart#i am slowly losing my mind#and by the way mind was drawn in this image that i made with my own right hand i dont think i would mind losing it#everytime i see the word heart mind or soul it goes back to chonny jash#this is like the 51 49 1863 thing all over again#and the black and white#and the sunfishes and squids#now im just rambling abt orv
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i think it hurts so much because, as great as this ep was, there was no closure. osha killed sol, but did she get a word in? was she able to really process it? osha is our audience stand-in. if she can't process it, then neither can we, y'know??
#am i still mourning sol maybe#he made me feel so safe at the start and now i just feel sad and empty without him#broke my heart tbh#the acolyte spoilers#master sol#osha aniseya#my posts
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so here's the deal guys. in the past week i reread my way through prisoner of azkaban, goblet of fire, order of the phoenix, and half-blood prince. i am currently halfway through deathly hallows. and as i was eleven the last time i seriously read harry potter. i forgot that it allows me to unlock secret shrimp emotions that humans aren't normally capable of feeling
#I HAVE BEEN ROYALLY MESSED UP. AGAIN.#I HAVEN'T FELT LIKE THIS SINCE I WAS A LITTLE BABY NERDLING AND NOW. OUAGHHHHHH#also it's been really interesting reading them through the eyes of an older and wiser person#because i'm picking up on a whole bunch of things i just didn't have the capacity to understand as a kid y'know#good gravy ESPECIALLY ron and hermione's relationship and its development#like the first time i read the series i was pretty meh about them but NOW. OH MY GOSH#it's the fact that they didn't even like each other when they first met and then became best friends#it's the fact that they fight and bicker and squabble SO much but it's never been permanent#and any time one of them is in danger the other doesn't even think twice about burying the hatchet#it's the fact that they've loved each other since at least their third year but didn't know that cause they were thirteen#it's the fact that they spent so long as friends!!! before!!! they started really considering romance!!!#like even once they did realize they were in love they went about it in a fashion appropriate to their age and the state of their friendshi#IT'S THE FACT THAT RON'S HEART WAS NEVER REALLY IN HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH LAVENDER#THAT THE WHOLE TIME HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH LAVENDER WAS BECAUSE HE JUST WANTED HERMIONE TO NOTICE HIM#AND THE FACT THAT THERE WASN'T ANY REAL SUBSTANCE TO HIS FLING WITH LAVENDER#BECAUSE THEY WEREN'T FRIENDS FIRST#AND THEY DIDN'T KNOW EACH OTHER ON THE INTIMATE LEVEL THAT YOU ONLY GET TO IN FRIENDSHIPS#IT WAS JUST A WHOLE BUNCH OF EMPTY PHYSICALITY#BUT EVEN THOUGH I DON'T THINK YOU EVER SEE RON AND HERMIONE KISS IN THE BOOKS#(and if they do it's like. one time)#YOU CAN TELL THEY DON'T NEED TO TO PROVE HOW MUCH THEY LOVE EACH OTHER#AND IT'S THIS BEAUTIFUL COMMENTARY ON WHAT TRUE LOVE ACTUALLY LOOKS LIKE AND ANYWAY I AM. FINE AND NORMAL#WHY DO YOU ASK#margin rambles#harry potter
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