#Now my heart is empty
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It's just guys night talk! Don't worry about it!
(Read Tiger Tiger and shake this man awake so he can finish that thought!)
#tiger tiger#remy bonnaire#jamis arlesi#Comics I meant to post a week ago but I have been...extraordinarily sleepy.#Remy is the ultimate yearner and he is about to explode...these last few updates have had the Tigers discord in a vice grip.#We all knew he was going to say something that would devestate Remy.#But this??? This near confession? “I wish you would look at me like that?”#If I was Remy...well yeah I probably would also just lay in bed. Awake. Pondering and internally exploding.#But ough...the agony...his heart had settled on loving this man from afar and now...now he wonders. If it doesn't have to be so.#The boys are fighting (internally and with themselves).#If you haven't red Tigers yet but are reading this: What else must I do to convince you? Draw more men's tits?#God! If I must [I shake my head at an empty audience] I can't believe I'm being forced to do this!
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lu guang’s bridon arc fit means everything to me
#link click#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi#shiguang dailiren#yingdu#bridon arc#my art#not only is it cute but it’s THE BOYFRIEND SHIRT#I like to believe the entire outfit belongs to cxs and lg is so whipped he wears it the whole time#on their homoerotic bizarre adventure in fictional London#just findihed rewatching the bridon arc in end dub now my life feels empty I need need more shiguang..#I love the bridon arc for giving Lu guang so much more depth and personality#I love him 394859358t935 times more now#thought the first doodle looked too sad on its own so I drew a light hearted one after ur welcome#they would be the type to fly across the world and and STILL drink boba tea
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YAYYYYY MY SHIRT! all freehand with fabric paint
#also I think I’ll add a set of tools to the front maybe like over the heart or something the front just feels empty now#my art
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A comic with just the girlies for once, also I wanted to draw my favorite Windblade from the Star Trek crossover comics
#it was one of the first transformers comics I read completely it has a special place in my heart#even if I don’t fully remember the plot it was a while ago I just remember shinanigans#arcees design is from there too#just all around a solid style I liked it#transformers#transformers fanart#transformers g1#maccadams#maccadam#arcee#windblade#elita one#elita 1#ok my art pile is empty now whoa I posted a lot today#it was a slow day haha#this is the same windblade who was raised by starscream#i should continue that
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Let’s go then. Where again? Add my stuff into your room.
ThamePo Heart That Skips a Beat | Ep.09
#thamepo heart that skips a beat#thamepo series#thamepo#thame po#thamepoedit#*gifs#april.gif#williamest#william jakrapatr#est supha#communication <3#at first i think 'is there anything else we need to clear up?' could really go two ways: something to clarify or something to get rid of#and i guess it means both here#'my room is empty now' sounds like that for all this time most of po's space were 'occupied' by his ex and maybe that's all unconsciously#meeting thame is truly one good thing that happens to po#i hope they stay happy like that forever <3
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sorry twilight princess will always be eating holes in my brain. constantly and forever. I cannot ever be normal about it.
it's such a haunted game. you are a dead thing going through a dead world. you are something in between. you can go back but it will never be the same. you will never be the same. you are walking, constantly, through ghosts of what came before. you are exploring places long forgotten. you are the only one on this path because there is no one else that can walk it. you were just a farm boy. you were in the wrong place at the wrong time. right place at the wrong time? wrong place at the right time? you were just supposed to deliver a sword.
#twilight princess#loz#gnawing on how isolating it feels. how othering#its one of my favorite threads of all the games tbh i LOVE the different ways each explore loneliness#like im thinking about areas like the lost woods and the temple of time and the city in the sky and arbiter's grounds#all these places that are so empty or have been forgotten by the world around them#and then even places like castle town that were so full of life but you walk through it first when it's only populated by ghosts#you know the bones of every place before you ever know it's heart#sorry for yapping in the tags again i just have a lot of feelings about tp and tp link in general#this game has been consuming my thoughts for almost two decades now
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rests chin gently in his hand
#just me emptying my pockets and bag and carving out my heart to put in this idiot's hand YES SIR#i love his little skull sweater hehehe warm and emo#officially on the watermark team now btw now i guess lol#i'm watching you idiots. always watching#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#luciacomparibookiepics#hogwarts legacy screenshots#sebastian sallow screenshots
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It's a bit silly that found it unlikely for Luka and Till to be the final match back then. The more that I thought about it, the more it made sense. Sure, Luka and Ivan are incredibly similar in terms of personality and image, but in terms of circumstance Luka and Till are opposite sides of the same coin. I really couldn't envision a better matchup.
#ivan v luka is like “what if i looked in the mirror and had to fight another version of myself”#luka v till is like “what if i fought someone so fundamentally different from me who was put in my same circumstances”#i have SO MANY THOUGHTS on till vs luka. you guys need to bear with me seriously because ive been trying to make coherent thoughts#its just empty rb#BUT I WILL TRY#luka nd ivan were mentioned to be incredibly similar in personality#the only difference is the mask they put on#luka is calm doll-like and graceful while ivan is cheerful easygoing and suave#at their core they are the same#and honestly i think that luka v till is genuinely a more interesting matchup because of the fact that they are so different#luka and till are such different people at heart yet have been placed into the same torture and circumstance#and its due to their upbringing that they end up developing similarity#(that one anon who brought up their competitive and ruthless behavior as a means of taking control. a result of their relentless abuse)#theres a lot of info that has been revealed about them and their segyein that really emphasizes#just how similar their upbringings are#they remind me of those double guinea pig experiments#i will go in depth in another post but rigjt now my brain is dry....#alnst#alien stage#alien stage luka#alien stage till#alien stage round 7#para.musing
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Logical brain Xemnas has an - to his chagrin and incomprehension - emotional attachment to Aqua's armour because it makes him long for her presence and it's the only thing "he" can "remember" her by, emotional brain all that + that's not a simple stand-in "his" prince/knight (aka figures that Aqua is continuously associated with), it's also the thing that she used to save Terranort and I want to believe that the armour itself makes him feel safe and warm and cared for. and he has no damn clue why



#uoo so warm in the embrace of this piece of metal filled with my friend's light. wait why is it cold and empty now noo come back............#i'm ever sad that kh3 didn't have any interactions between xemnas and aqua (or xemnas and ventus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)#because. man. what about his whole thing in kh2 and 358/2 days and by extension com..................#kingdom hearts#aqua#xemnas#video games#mytext
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#shatterstar#ricstar#NO THOUGHTS HEAD EMPTY#seriously why havent they been in a pride special???#me a few years ago lol shatterstar is lame and super convoluted backstory me now he's my lil guy#heirs of apocalypse#i was gonna draw something angsty of him sensing rictor's death but my heart wasn't in it#KERMIT-CODED WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME#manifesting that rictor isn't dead#like c'mon they won't kill off cable#laura or emma or forge or mister sinister#man what happened to me...i was a apocalypse/rictor shipper#marvel#marvel 616#x men#my art#j-posting
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still not over simon's performance in the finale, because as much as I adore the Captain, and Ben's portrayal of him, it's always Julian that resonated uncomfortably close for me. Alongside Pat, I think he was the one person where emotions are concerned that I always wince and go, yikes, ok that's me sometimes. The way it all hits him in an instant and his movements fail, the breath he takes when he looks to Alison and realizes the enormity of the past five years. Simon nailed that desperation and love so, so fucking well and i don't know why i'm still surprised because the man can fucking ACT.
#if you told me a dead dickhead politician with no trousers would do this to me#i'd probably believe you cuz i know myself#but oh lord#such a beautiful performance#made even stronger of course by charlotte!#now if you'll excuse me#time to wander the empty landscapes of my heart once more#bbc ghosts#bbc ghosts spoilers#bbc ghosts series 5 spoilers
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After having another terrible depressive episode last night because of tumblr, and just now waking up to feel even worse, I'm done lying to myself.
The truth is I am not having fun anymore. I don't enjoy this app anymore, I don't enjoy writing anymore most of the time and I don't enjoy reading fics anymore. And I definitely don't enjoy supporting others and getting nothing in return.
So there it is. I am no longer having fun here and haven't had fun here in a little while.
I'll probably write again at some point, I won't say I'll never post a fic again. But that can be in a few days or next week or next month, so for now... this really is it. I'm very sorry, but I want to thank those who have stuck by me and been loyal readers, nothing ever goes unnoticed and the support always meant so much more to me than you'll ever know.
Please, please keep Sihtric alive here, he deserves it.
🖤
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I was gonna draw a full body of Mammon in this AU but I wanted to draw something small first to get a feel for him again since his vibes a little different to normal Mammon... I forget the nickname I gave this Mammon at the moment but yeah. He's a lot more mature from regular Mammon.. Somewhat anyways.
#VISAGE $ I'll murder you in treasures#DOODLES $ Haven't shown my heart since yesterday#MAMMON $ How ba-a-a-ad can I be?#VERSE $ Putting heaven in an empty heart#I'll give him a proper outfit later but this is just a rough concept for now
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What are you thinking of RIGHT now?
<- i have that in my brain as a side window, but aside from that quiero turrón
#imthinking of roses too#about how the number of roses gifted can mean something (totally doesn't have to do from the tkatb first anniversary art...)#i think i like turrón its tasty#and organs#no i mean they aren't no wait they are but i mean im thinking about organs. heart and lungs#for a moment i thought about dick na man i dont like this game anymore#fruits dancing... the last group of strawberries dancing to nothing in the last seconds... sad but inspiring...#i had to stop thinking about the ask bc when i read it my brain was saying right now right now right now right now right now#and i couldn't think about anything else. head empty... so the right now of right now wasn't right now but later right now#hello? ashkdjfhdfg#🚪Ask received🚪
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I found an egg while out walking.
I have now made it a nest out of a tea towel.

I put a torch to it and could only make out like a dark circle lookin thing but there were no prominent veins, but I also don't know how old it is or how long it takes a bird to grow.
But I feel really bad for it, so Imma keep it until further notice.
I will be taking first and middle name suggestions, it will be taking my last name though, as it is now my child.
#i am now a father to a potentially empty egg#i love my dud egg with all of my heart#achaotichumanthings
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yuri, as he often tends to, appears with little more than a call of her name in greeting. “maria!” a lazy wave of one hand, the other raising a paper bag. “got some time to spare? i brought cake.”
he may not have been a student at the academy for long, but there's still plenty of corners in the monastery that he'd made his own secret getaways in that time. west of the cathedral is the goddess tower that students flock to; yuri much prefers the peace and quiet of the monastery walls past the nearby gate, with nothing mountains and trees as far as the eye could see.
that gate, like many other things, is broken now, but it makes the task of getting past it much easier. “i used to sneak out here to clear my head when i was still a student,” he says as perches where the wall is still intact and sets the bag down next to him. lilacs flick to maria, head inclining for her to join him. “i was a blue lion then,” he continues idly, pulling out two boxes of cake from the bag, then a third, smaller jewelry box that he sets in his lap, “just like you.”
“if you come at sunset, everyone's busy at dinner and you get a good view. keep it a secret, yeah?” yuri raises a finger to his lips with a smile before extending the jewelry box toward her. inside is a silver bracelet, a little mockingbird charm hanging from it. the symbol might not scare off the monastery's invaders, but it'll shoo off a bandit or three that would rather not risk the wrath of the savage mockingbird. “happy birthday, maria.”
"Hee hee... of course!"
She follows him somewhere, anywhere really, past the long years now scattered in the grass and through the half fallen gate that once kept them. Up the makeshift steps he goes with the grace she knows him for, and Maria -- well, she clambers after. Hers is a different sort of grace, a floating sort, all clouds gusting over meadows and not so experienced in creeping up crumbling stone, yet no less delighted for the fact she stumbles in her journey.
"A Blue Lion?" She echoes curiously, once she's settled with a giggle and her giggles are all settled. It's strange; she hadn't expected Yuri to have been a Blue Lion, but then-- a Deer? No way! An Eagle? Well... maybe? At this height, the breeze pushes past her face, and she holds up a hand to brace against it, squinting at them between sun and wind, as if looking will make more sense.
In does, in a way. There is some quiet satisfaction she finds in some quiet answer, silence balanced by the blare of a toothy grin pulled cheek to cheek. A finger rises to her lips in playful mimicry, a smile halved yet a doubled joy.
"I promise!" Maria breathes her laughter and the awe that follows, opening the box by the smallest sliver she may and stealing a tiny glimpse, never mind the fact it was a gift freely offered. A flash of silver, a fluttering of lashes -- she dares to open the box further and gasps softly when she does.
For once, she doesn't rush headlong into her words, merely slipping her wrist through the loop, holding her hand up to the mellowing light. The charm turns warm under the sunset, and --
"Hee hee... heeheehee!" When she splays her fingers, an entire sky of warm colors greets her back. Rose-red eyes dart toward Yuri with the barest turn of her head.
"Yuri, did you know?" She laughs again. "You just gave me two presents instead!"
Pulling her hand to her face, she presses her cheek against her knuckles, bracelet and charm dangling from her wrist. Hardly the most elegant way to show off her new treasure, but any good gift pairs well with happiness and appreciation, and both of these the little princess has in spades.
"--Thank you, though." Her expression turns soft as she thinks of it, holding the bracelet gently to her heart. "This makes me really... really happy. I mean it! I'll wear it every day!"
The silver bird spreads its wings and Maria wonders if it means anything; has it stowed away any wishes in its heart? A bid for whimsy, or even freedom? Whatever it is, the little princess lets it keep them, and hers along with it. They will never know that she has never felt at ease at an empty table, silly as it may sound. There is no need to, for now the whole sunset holds the secret Yuri shared with her; now the whole sunset is her friend, and the youngest daughter of Macedon will never eat another lonely dinner again.
#aubins#princessmacedoodles#YURIIIIII MY FRIEND YURI#AUGHHHH your writing is always banger after banger but i have to say this one really just. pierced me through the heart#i was ugly wibbling in key's dms about this ASHSUDHFSDF it just feels so. slaps my table. sincere? gentle?#they're such sweet friends and it kills me..seeing all the little things they've built upon across the years... hurgh#(about to go on a stupid-ass tangent) i also really love the book the little prince and it's smth i relate to maria sometimes#because it suits her (imo) and has this specific heartfelt feeling i associate with her#one of my favorite parts of the book is when the little prince is saying farewell to the narrator as he's leaving to live on a star#and his gift is him laughing beneath the stars#'My star will be just one of the stars for you. So you'll like looking at all of them. They'll all be your friends.'#-- which is smth i applied a little bit to maria irt her past in the tower#for a child of not even ten years old at the time. every speck of land of the horizon could have been macedon. so every island became it#and she could look upon it when she missed her home and think that it was#and i've also got this hc that she dislikes eating alone / at empty tables for what it represents (the absence of her family gathered w her#so where she would have initially been reluctant to eat outside alone#not only has yuri given her the secret of a great place to eat a peaceful dinner#but they've also put that secret in the sunset for her#so now no dinner will be lonely because the sunset itself has become her friend#SORRY THAT'S LIKE. AN EMBARRASSINGLY LONG RANT IN THE TAGS AHFDSGHSDGSDHGSD#also as an aside i took on a color palette challenge for her bday asks :] mariyuri high fashion
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