#Now my heart is empty
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Definitely feeling that finished game emptiness.
#baldur's gate 3#baldur's gate 3 spoilers#bg3 spoilers#Bg3#Finished as Shadowheart#Sobbed as I said goodbye to Lae'zel as she left with Orpheus#Now my heart is empty#It was riddled with bugs#For whatever reason my install was broken so environments were slow to load#And while I think there was a few spots lacking that needed more polish#I'm still blown away by the dedication from Larian#What a fucking amazing game#Might take a breather before I plunge in again
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It's just guys night talk! Don't worry about it!
(Read Tiger Tiger and shake this man awake so he can finish that thought!)
#tiger tiger#remy bonnaire#jamis arlesi#Comics I meant to post a week ago but I have been...extraordinarily sleepy.#Remy is the ultimate yearner and he is about to explode...these last few updates have had the Tigers discord in a vice grip.#We all knew he was going to say something that would devestate Remy.#But this??? This near confession? “I wish you would look at me like that?”#If I was Remy...well yeah I probably would also just lay in bed. Awake. Pondering and internally exploding.#But ough...the agony...his heart had settled on loving this man from afar and now...now he wonders. If it doesn't have to be so.#The boys are fighting (internally and with themselves).#If you haven't red Tigers yet but are reading this: What else must I do to convince you? Draw more men's tits?#God! If I must [I shake my head at an empty audience] I can't believe I'm being forced to do this!
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sorry twilight princess will always be eating holes in my brain. constantly and forever. I cannot ever be normal about it.
it's such a haunted game. you are a dead thing going through a dead world. you are something in between. you can go back but it will never be the same. you will never be the same. you are walking, constantly, through ghosts of what came before. you are exploring places long forgotten. you are the only one on this path because there is no one else that can walk it. you were just a farm boy. you were in the wrong place at the wrong time. right place at the wrong time? wrong place at the right time? you were just supposed to deliver a sword.
#twilight princess#loz#gnawing on how isolating it feels. how othering#its one of my favorite threads of all the games tbh i LOVE the different ways each explore loneliness#like im thinking about areas like the lost woods and the temple of time and the city in the sky and arbiter's grounds#all these places that are so empty or have been forgotten by the world around them#and then even places like castle town that were so full of life but you walk through it first when it's only populated by ghosts#you know the bones of every place before you ever know it's heart#sorry for yapping in the tags again i just have a lot of feelings about tp and tp link in general#this game has been consuming my thoughts for almost two decades now
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I just beat Veilguard for the first time after about 100 hours, I give it a 5.7/10. I would’ve enjoyed it more if I hadn’t loved Dragon Age since 2009 and had this story not been one of the cornerstones of my life since I was a child
#against my better judgment I held it to a very high standard that could not have been reached#it was fun it had its moments but so much was lacking and there were too many rough edges for me to say I’m happy right now#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#da4#I’ve mentioned before that it felt like the heart of what made dragon age dragon age was gone and I’m saying that again#I think people who haven’t played the previous games would like it more#They don’t know what they’re missing and what beautiful thing this story could’ve been#I feel empty right now#A very deep and resounding ‘that’s it?’ is sitting in my heart#that being said time to play as a crow
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It's a bit silly that found it unlikely for Luka and Till to be the final match back then. The more that I thought about it, the more it made sense. Sure, Luka and Ivan are incredibly similar in terms of personality and image, but in terms of circumstance Luka and Till are opposite sides of the same coin. I really couldn't envision a better matchup.
#ivan v luka is like “what if i looked in the mirror and had to fight another version of myself”#luka v till is like “what if i fought someone so fundamentally different from me who was put in my same circumstances”#i have SO MANY THOUGHTS on till vs luka. you guys need to bear with me seriously because ive been trying to make coherent thoughts#its just empty rb#BUT I WILL TRY#luka nd ivan were mentioned to be incredibly similar in personality#the only difference is the mask they put on#luka is calm doll-like and graceful while ivan is cheerful easygoing and suave#at their core they are the same#and honestly i think that luka v till is genuinely a more interesting matchup because of the fact that they are so different#luka and till are such different people at heart yet have been placed into the same torture and circumstance#and its due to their upbringing that they end up developing similarity#(that one anon who brought up their competitive and ruthless behavior as a means of taking control. a result of their relentless abuse)#theres a lot of info that has been revealed about them and their segyein that really emphasizes#just how similar their upbringings are#they remind me of those double guinea pig experiments#i will go in depth in another post but rigjt now my brain is dry....#alnst#alien stage#alien stage luka#alien stage till#alien stage round 7#para.musing
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#shatterstar#ricstar#NO THOUGHTS HEAD EMPTY#seriously why havent they been in a pride special???#me a few years ago lol shatterstar is lame and super convoluted backstory me now he's my lil guy#heirs of apocalypse#i was gonna draw something angsty of him sensing rictor's death but my heart wasn't in it#KERMIT-CODED WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME#manifesting that rictor isn't dead#like c'mon they won't kill off cable#laura or emma or forge or mister sinister#man what happened to me...i was a apocalypse/rictor shipper#marvel#marvel 616#x men#my art#j-posting
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(Source - the amazing sirensrepeat)
#sleep token#tw flashing lights#tw flashing#like i wanna cry now? like#i don't know#this song does something fucked up to my brain chemistry and just#sews brain matter through my heart#it just makes me feel so empty yet content in the emptiness
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still not over simon's performance in the finale, because as much as I adore the Captain, and Ben's portrayal of him, it's always Julian that resonated uncomfortably close for me. Alongside Pat, I think he was the one person where emotions are concerned that I always wince and go, yikes, ok that's me sometimes. The way it all hits him in an instant and his movements fail, the breath he takes when he looks to Alison and realizes the enormity of the past five years. Simon nailed that desperation and love so, so fucking well and i don't know why i'm still surprised because the man can fucking ACT.
#if you told me a dead dickhead politician with no trousers would do this to me#i'd probably believe you cuz i know myself#but oh lord#such a beautiful performance#made even stronger of course by charlotte!#now if you'll excuse me#time to wander the empty landscapes of my heart once more#bbc ghosts#bbc ghosts spoilers#bbc ghosts series 5 spoilers
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I found an egg while out walking.
I have now made it a nest out of a tea towel.
I put a torch to it and could only make out like a dark circle lookin thing but there were no prominent veins, but I also don't know how old it is or how long it takes a bird to grow.
But I feel really bad for it, so Imma keep it until further notice.
I will be taking first and middle name suggestions, it will be taking my last name though, as it is now my child.
#i am now a father to a potentially empty egg#i love my dud egg with all of my heart#achaotichumanthings
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I'm getting condemned to the infirmary for this one 🔥🔥🔥
#woe!! sky king krill upon ye!!#ive had this idea bouncing around im my empty skull for three days#this has probably been done before#but i wouldn't know#mind looks like sans and i swear it wasnt on purpose#cccc heart#cccc#cccc mind#cccc soul#cccc fanart#chonny jash#chonny jash fanart#i am slowly losing my mind#and by the way mind was drawn in this image that i made with my own right hand i dont think i would mind losing it#everytime i see the word heart mind or soul it goes back to chonny jash#this is like the 51 49 1863 thing all over again#and the black and white#and the sunfishes and squids#now im just rambling abt orv
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i think it hurts so much because, as great as this ep was, there was no closure. osha killed sol, but did she get a word in? was she able to really process it? osha is our audience stand-in. if she can't process it, then neither can we, y'know??
#am i still mourning sol maybe#he made me feel so safe at the start and now i just feel sad and empty without him#broke my heart tbh#the acolyte spoilers#master sol#osha aniseya#my posts
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[Bursts from the door] LEANDER.
#he really went NO THOUGHTS HEAD EMPTY and took that to heart#this character makes me SCREAM#leander#touchstarved game#touchstarved spec#the way i got here was wild#so i was looking for a new banner right. and i know the triple moon is associated with leander.#my banner rn is the moon mirrored from moon knight credits#so i went to the moon knight tag to get maybe better moon banner#but then i came across a post comparing the moon knight line “there's chaos in you” to the scarlet witch's “that's chaos magic”#and now i was like okay. okay. thinking about how MC's curse causes chaos in the mind. thinking about how leander wasn't affected.#and then i'm here.
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guys ppl folks would anyone wanna suggest characters for me to draw
just in the replies or rbs,, i feel like making a big post where i just dump all the arts in one instead of making seperate posts for every req like i have to with asks and clogging up the dashboard and my blog.. 👍
literally any character from any of the fandoms ive posted abt works,, yalls ocs maybe,,, fandoms i dont think i have posted abt but would be more than open to drawing smth for are like. animal crossing and atla. help i wanna draw but my brain is so empty, no ideas in my noggin, i just need to mindlessly draw for a while
ok thank you i love you <3
#this is a cry for he lp#me after finishing two pieces in the span of two days: oughjh noo oo my brain. . its been emptied :( oughh noo what now#sona#doodle#my art#guys help :-0#also pls dont take it to heart if i dont get to anyones suggestion ok i lvoe you thank ypu
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i need a live action ratatouille with them ASAP
#no bc my heart is empty now that their press tour is over#challengers#ratatouille#challengers movie#patrick zweig#art donaldson#tashi duncan#poly tennis movie#josh o'connor#mike faist#zendaya
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#i walked into a situation today where my mom was effectively already dead. effectively bc her body was and is still alive. still breathing#painful groaning purrs. but her mind was gone yesterday. my dad said he showed her a picture of the mountains i took that day and told her#i loved her and she smiled. thats what he said. maybe he was just being nice. or maybe thats the last time she thought of me. i dunno. but#the human body is an incredible thing. shes got a heart still powering a broken body. too full of tumors to function anymore. stomach#streched like a pregnant mother. it happed really fast and now its happening very slow#im somehow probably better off than the rest of them. i only got here for the aftermath of a downslide. my daily life will b least effected#i only really saw her twice a year living so far away and she didnt text much. didnt call often. so life wont change much ill just kno shes#not there. which is sad. but theres nothing to b done abt it. life goes on. it hasnt been all bad tho. its nice to talk to my family abt her#how incredible she was. bc she was. wish her mom wasnt here tho. she doesn't deserve to b here. my mom wouldnt want her here. she didnt want#her here. but anyway. i wish her body would just let her go now. so we can sleep. so this can be over. so she can rest#but even like this shes stubborn and resilient. they say it could go on for days but i hope not. may the universe let her rest shes gotta b#so tired after 10 years of this. but i have no regrets. she knew how i felt abt her. and i dont think she had regrets either. she did so#much up to the very end. went out on a high note without the burdon of knowing it was coming#i dunno. its just such a strange experience to watch the empty shell of your mother sleeping like a gurgling baby#unrelated
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there is some symbolism iv never considered in that one episod of pt5 where zenigata rescues fujiko before she kills lupin
#there are many timelines and variations in lupin as a serie so that every ship could work#in my own prefered timeline lupin finally gets the hint that fujiko plays him like a fiddle#to me she does like him but he is an instrument to her#she is cold hearted and calculating and always thinking about relationships in terms of profit#i got some ideas abt her background that justify this. essentially she kills the detective that is after her and with that kills#the soft part of her that she couldnt control before#eventually and despite his affection lupin gives up the objectifications and the desires he projects onto fujiko#whom uses his delusions like a master tbh#thus allowing himself to consider zenigata. he plays with zenigata the way fujiko plays with him#hes just not as calculating. he feels pity and remorse where fujiko doesnt#he finds the thrills and the doubts and the lack of trust and the risk of betrayal in zenigata. the things that he loves the most#he isnt about stability. he thrives in the unknown. he loves that zenigata could backstab him and does so sometimes#and in that lack of stabilty some form of stability builds up. there is familiarity#and most importantly there are rare times when they can put the game aside and just chill#just enough to gather the energy to go back to trying to kill each other#plus zenigata pampers him during those breaks and he loves that#he acts with carelessness but he does care. in that regard he looses to fujiko#at least thats how she sees it. he doesnt see caring as a flaw#and zenigata is so sweet. he really is. and lupin loves to stirr up the crazy in him#fucking loonies the both of them#so in essence zenigata doesnt really 'save' him from fujiko but he becomes lupins new favourite toy to throw around#fujiko is only upset that because of that ugly looser of a detective her grip on lupin is loosening#she does find ways to use that newly developed affection luzeni has to her advantage thou#lupin is still her instrument she just drags zenigata along now#fujiko is such a good and interesting character and deserves so much better honestly#despite my love for TWCFM i wish there was another serie centralized around her where her ruthlessness is examined#and her cunning is studied. and the proper law enforcement she should face the same way lupin does#shes like a million times smarter and more ressourceful than him. steals much more. embezzles. manipulate#lupin is just a small time pickpocket next to her. she isnt about stealing a painting shes about emptying the pockets of the richest men in#the world. her goals are much more ambitious
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